Music has always been healing for me. I find that during the nights when I can't sleep, or the afternoons where I can't get my emotions together, if I sit and listen to music... it will usually give me the strength to pull myself to together. Lately, I've found my faith has been a little shaky. I questions things I used to just accept. I have no doubt that there is a God, and I have no doubt that His Son is my Savior... but I question a lot of other things. This song has always spoken to me, but now more than ever. I've struggled to pray for about the last year, I just can't get myself to get on my knees. The thought alone makes me have anxiety. I'm just not sure what to say anymore, I don't have the faith that I'll receive an answer - and I just cant risk feeling ignored again. This song says almost everything I wish I could say in prayer... to me, it's almost exactly what I will say to Him when I finally get the strength to do so.
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Broken by Lifehouse
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Music has always been healing for me. I find that during the nights when I can't sleep, or the afternoons where I can't get my emotions together, if I sit and listen to music... it will usually give me the strength to pull myself to together. Lately, I've found my faith has been a little shaky. I questions things I used to just accept. I have no doubt that there is a God, and I have no doubt that His Son is my Savior... but I question a lot of other things. This song has always spoken to me, but now more than ever. I've struggled to pray for about the last year, I just can't get myself to get on my knees. The thought alone makes me have anxiety. I'm just not sure what to say anymore, I don't have the faith that I'll receive an answer - and I just cant risk feeling ignored again. This song says almost everything I wish I could say in prayer... to me, it's almost exactly what I will say to Him when I finally get the strength to do so.
Music has always been healing for me. I find that during the nights when I can't sleep, or the afternoons where I can't get my emotions together, if I sit and listen to music... it will usually give me the strength to pull myself to together. Lately, I've found my faith has been a little shaky. I questions things I used to just accept. I have no doubt that there is a God, and I have no doubt that His Son is my Savior... but I question a lot of other things. This song has always spoken to me, but now more than ever. I've struggled to pray for about the last year, I just can't get myself to get on my knees. The thought alone makes me have anxiety. I'm just not sure what to say anymore, I don't have the faith that I'll receive an answer - and I just cant risk feeling ignored again. This song says almost everything I wish I could say in prayer... to me, it's almost exactly what I will say to Him when I finally get the strength to do so.
